| | Current Music: | cameo - style | | Subject: | murph me | | Time: | 09:30 pm |
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| occasionally...rather rarely, i get this terribly excited feeling like something is about to blast out of my body. i'm not sure what is about to blast out or from where it's going to blast. it's a little bit mysterious. it's sort of like butterflies, i guess, but more intense. it's one of the best feelings i ever have and it's happening more regularly this year than ever before. i'm having one of the best years ever.
brian and i were out on tour for a couple of weeks. it was mostly awesome.
miserable days of tour are so much more fun when you are miserable with somebody you care about. i guess miserable days in general are like that. for a couple of days of tour, brian and i weren't talking much at all. after we talked some things over and stopped fighting, it was a lot more fun. even when it wasn't fun at all. greenville, north carolina was a fucked up place where everybody under the age of thirty (jocks included) hangs out together and get super-wasted on beer and drugs. we were totally out of place in greenville. baltimore is probably the worst place i've ever seen. i still don't really like new york city very much. it never seems like it is doing anything for us as a band or me as a person. but for some reason, everybody has to play there. it is the place. i just think it sucks. worrying about our gear being stolen, the car being stolen or towed, the traffic, the tolls, the lack of inexpensive parking, the total lack of free parking, the unimpressive turnouts. other than hanging out with our few friends who live there and spending a lot of money on food and wanting to spend a lot of money on other stuff, there's not really any reason to go there. but, brian and i are both getting really good at driving there. college shows are awesome. we met a lot of incredibly nice people who let us sleep on their floors (or beds or couches), eat their food, use their hot water and fart all over each other. providence was possibly the best show of tour. it was a pretty huge warehouse party that was not out of control. the rochester show was pretty awesome. we played at a cool d.i.y. artspace. the gallery was full of the work of a pretty great artist named luke ramsey. there was a super-eclectic crowd. it was a most random mix of people. plus we got to play with roger houston again. also buffalo was a really fun show. i really like driving on the highway and i'm starting to be okay with driving in cities. i think my favorite band that we played with on tour was green milk from the planet orange. also, numbers, the mall, triangle forest, mahi-mahi, double dragons, and of course mixel pixel and zom zoms were all awesome. at a weird town in the middle of nowhere, Virginia, there was this crazy junk store with a whole lot of garbage and about five thousand records. most of them were water damaged and even more of them were just bad music. among them, i found a mint condition Lio record with an autograph inside. "hello jeff, i give you a great big kiss. Luv Lio" there's a whole lot more i could write but i'm just not too keen on writing right now.
"it will be like that busta rhymes and missy elliot video, but everyone will be coming on each other" - b. esser | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment   |
| life rules still.
a lot of neat things have happened lately.
canadian cigarettes have pictures of bloody hearts or brains or dead babies on them.
buffalo, new york is a nice town with a super-awesome venue run by super-awesome nicedudes.
getting fed for free at least three times on tour is awesome.
getting offered pot at least four times on tour is funny.
door is still an asshole, he's a lot louder now though.
dynasty is sick and really nice.
aids wolf shreds and they are all radical people.
i bought twenty records on tour and spent less than twenty dollars on records on tour.
i like new york city when i don't have to worry about parking or gear safety or driving much.
sleeping in the car with six heavy wooden boxes, a keyboard, an organ, and a subwoofer is sometimes a better idea than lugging six heavy wooden boxes, a keyboard, an organ, and a subwoofer up several stairs.
rob from mixel pixel is really nice and he let us argue and fart on each other on his floor.
phillip k. dick sucks, sorry rob.
toronto tad drew us a map of downtown toronto with points of interest pointed out.
it was one of the sweetest things anyone's ever done for us.
i miss the band of the name.
north and sourth carolina are beautiful calm and also a little boring, but really nice.
and driving to and in these places with somebody i care about and enjoy being around is really really great.
also:
balletic
dinosaurian
strong tang
people shakers
hidden valley death camp
wifecycle
crumpled up ball of something
public putz number one
there's a lot more of everything but i'm really not interested in elaborating much. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| life is still awesome right now.
yip-yip wrote a really nice new song with lots of notes and changes and it's not insane or noisy but interesting and musical. it was really a fun song to write because brian and i really worked on it together instead of our usual 'pass the mic' way of writing stuff. we haven't worked really really together on a song in a long time. it was super-awesome just sitting on the organ with him for several hours jamming. we basically wrote the song in less than a week. and then tweaking took another week, maybe. i'm really happy about it.
birdie is absolutely awesome and i really like when we hang out.
brian and i are leaving in one week. i'm pretty excited about playing in a few of the places we are playing...especially Canada. i hope they let us in. i'm not really excited to be going to new york. i really don't like new york much. it will probably be alright though. we'll be with mixel pixel and some other friends are going to be there. it's also going to be nice to be away from walgreens for two weeks. i'm pretty bored with it right now.
here are the most recent funny or interesting sounding things i've read, heard, or thought:
delicious vices
his name is namath
happy egg
torch oil
goat's milk fudge
mini dump
blackboy
jurassic changes
video adventure
pseudocereals
sugar cotton waddings hell
Gerd Gickel
blood of the vanquished
obvious wiggle
child syrup
food or foot?
goosefoot family
taco treat
keep your shirt on - Appears to suggest that one should calm down because romance is not imminent.
i saw this written in sharpie on a sign at cady way park:
“freshen up yo day nukkah”
-the doom kid territory | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| does anybody speak german?
what does this mean?
"Was für ein geiles, kaputtes Album! YIP-YIP sind Brian Esser und Jason Temple aus Florida und ihre hier vorliegenden, ursprünglich auf CD-R selbstveröffentlichten Tracks lassen stilistisch ähnlich gelagerte Acts wie ADD N TO X klingen wie ZZ TOP im Vergleich zu NAPALM DEATH. Nervenzerrend, zerfahren, groovig, pupsig-knatternd und neurotisch düster bietet das Duo hier elektronische Musik, die so handgemacht zündet wie nur irgend möglich, mit dem Potenzial, Stadien, Winz-Clubs und satanisch-psychedelische Biker-Parties gleichermaßen in Schutt und Asche zu legen. Math-Core mit Synthesizern sozusagen, verpackt in ein fantastisches Artwork zwischen Graffiti meets Cartoons aus der Zuckerwattenhölle und LoFi-Fotografie. Geiler Scheiß! (23:40) (9) (Ulf Imwiehe)"
life pretty much rules right now! | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| i've stumbled across some really good mp3s by typing in random words or nonrandom words.
the boxes i've been making for yip-yip's gear are looking pretty awesome.
i'm getting really good at making these boxes.
i got to work in twenty minutes on wednesday. a new personal record.
i'm trying to stay up until four o'clock, so i can see this mad money show brian called me about last night.
i'm feeling really great about everything in life right now.
funny things i've heard or imagined; or fake song names:
two-hole tip
smoking shit-eating worms
mother-child push (awesome!)
involuntary goatee rejection | | comments: Leave a comment |
| this week has been incredible for a lot of reasons.
1. i've been hanging out with somebody amazing a lot lately.
2. i had a really fun show at backbooth with machinedrum, ironing, dj jaunty, and travis phaser.
3. i've had pizza at least three times
4. my mom came over today
5. my synare sensor came in the mail and it rules.
6. i've not gone downtown or drunk any alcohol.
7. i bought a sweet bike from a homeless (or houseless?) man.
8. tony invited me to guest deejay on his radio show tonight or this morning...whichever you prefer to call it.
( here's what i played )
i had a lot of fun tonight and for the last seven or eight days.
today i plan on getting new glasses.
rulers of the week:
birdie
brian
coffee
new bike
synare sensor
the realization that this year might turn out to be the best year of my life | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | boredoms - vision creation newsun | | Subject: | 2006.04.17 | | Time: | 08:11 pm |
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| i've been going out to barbecue bar and ibar lately. i'm not really sure why i feel like being social lately but i've been doing it once a week or so.
sampoerna clove cigarettes are no longer imported to the usa. so my preferred cigarettes and my second choice of cigarettes are no lot going to be available in this country soon. so i've been buying cartons of the A mild menthols.
i read a book recently. a collection of essays and short stories by s.j. perelman. he was a pretty funny dude. he wrote for some marx brothers movies. it was the first book i have finished in a couple of years.
i started reading 'youth in revolt' also. so far, it's pretty ridiculous. it's supposed to be a fourteen year old kid's journal but it is (obviously) written by a thirty+ year old harvard graduate. the vocabulary and language in it is so obviously that of a thirty+ year old man and not a fourteen year old boy. but he does talk about erections masturbation a lot. it's pretty lame and i'll be surprised if i finish it.
brian's gigadelay pedal is freaking incredible and we have been making some seriously sick sounds on it. i'm not sure how useful the sounds will be but they're great.
also, soon i will be the proud owner of one of these:
i'm going to make it work for me and make it awesome.
i've been riding my bike to downtown every time i go downtown. it's about eight miles. the ride there is not very much fun and i almost got run over by a hummer on orange avenue the other day. but, the ride home is pretty much incredible. the weather has been so awesome at night lately. and i rode from the corner of bennett and corrine all the way home with no hands. it's about 3.9 miles. it was pretty radical and i want to set a world record now. i'm not sure what the world record is but i want to beat it. and then do this:
i've been two hours late for work two tuesdays in a row and they don't really seem to care. i suppose it's because most of the people i work with call in or don't show up at least once a week each.
"there are a lot of assholes, but you will never meet an asshole like me" - trevor | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| i tried coke blak today. it is $1.79 for an 8 oz. bottle and it is one of the worst beverages i've ever tried. it tastes like coffee and coca cola mixed together with burnt sugar also. it's nastay.
here are some more fake song names:
be something i can be happy to be in life
meat team
munchin bunnies
germ alert
dirty rotten pricks of america
knob city usa
mastered by nimbus | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| i'm feeling much better now.
i had a really good day on monday. i woke up at eleven and rode my bike to the library on 50 (near fashion square mall), then to colonial photo and hobby to get some polaroid 669 film, then to the downtown library where i got duck soup, bananas, and the general on vhs and a biography of douglas adams, then to stardust for coffee and water, and then back home. it took me almost three hours but it was a really nice ride and it was a pretty day. when i got home, i made this with the 669 film:
it was my first attempt and since that, all attempts have been unsuccessful.
i hung around the house the rest of the day and watched some movies and ate at patsio's with sara.
i went to bed around one and woke up at four forty five for work. i worked from six to six and it wasn't a bad day at work. it was super busy in the lab. i did fifty six orders in the time i was there. when i got home, i was planning on working with brian on music but he was too frustrated with me and the song to work. we talked for two hours or so about life and music. i tried to explain to him why i've been losing my marbles and i tried to explain to him that i think i've found some of them.
i'm still not sure i understand why what happened a month ago happened, but i'm getting to the point that i can accept it and not flip out anymore. and stop coming up with asinine ideas to try to undo what was done. sometimes things just don't work, and that's cool. it was just so super awesome and too super short.
then we had a two hour house meeting. i don't think anyone likes house meetings but everybody thinks they are necessary. and not much good ever seems to come of them. maybe things will change this time...
so anyway, i'm feeling much better now. and i've been up for twenty five hours so i'm going to go to bed now. goodnight internet | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | sparks - number one song in heaven | | Subject: | 2006.03.16 2251 | | Time: | 10:51 pm |
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| i am the number one idiot. i really don't feel like doing anything lately and i feel like a number one idiot.
i talked to nicole the other day for seventy five minutes. it was alright to be able to talk to her like a normal person instead of ignoring her because she's crazy. it was just a normal, friendly conversation. i've been making a lot of noise lately. it's a lot of fun and it helps take the shit off the mind. or the mind off the shit. i went for a stupid bike ride a couple of nights ago. it was super windy on the way back. it only took me twenty five minutes to get to my destination but fifty to get home. i'm starting to like brian eno's earlier albums lately. and i've been listening to plastic bertrand. postpunkjunk rules. i need to try to go to bed because i have to be at work at five thirty tomorrow. i'm sure i won't make it there until six, but fuck it.
funny things:
pink smear
germ alert
get you total pussy | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| tour was sort of radical. a lot of the shows were a little disappointing. but hanging out with darren, jim, javid, and chris for two weeks was awesome. plus all of the nice people we got to meet and stay with. except the couple of times we slept in the car.
gainesville - 1982 is the old common grounds. they have an awesome ms. pac man machine that's really glitchy and i got high score.
miami - churchills was in a scary part of town where your car might get broken into if you don't pay a homeless person to watch it. the sound system was awesome. and they had a ms. pac man machine. i got the high score. we stayed with a nice dude that we played with and his insane roommate woke us up in the morning screaming about a dead goldfish. we went to hollywood beach in the morning. there was an inane amount of canadian people there.
west palm beach - respectable street was a respectable place. there was no ms. pac man. everything there just looked like winter park. except the homeless guy i spent about twenty minutes talking to. he was pretty funny.
jacksonville - tsi. we played at tsi before, with zom zoms. it was way better this time. i guess maybe everyone who was there last time told two friends. or maybe it was just a better night. there were a lot of people that seemed pretty stoked about us playing. it was lots of fun. except waiting for three hours after we played for everyone to hang out and get their drinks on and ruin our plans for who we were going to stay with. we ended up staying in a house like the one in the young ones. darren went blind during TSITR's set. also no ms. pac man.
pensacola - sluggo's was an awesome place with ms. pac man, pinball, vegan food, and root beer on tap! the town of pensacola seems super boring but this place we played was awesome. chris found a crack pipe near the venue. we stayed with matt, the guy we played with. he was super nice and his friend bonnie bought everyone food in the morning. we watched saved by the bell on dvd and ate lots of food.
birmingham - cave 9. we were an hour and a half late to the venue. the venue was pretty radical though. the first band started when we got there. they were a rock band with no bassist. the second dude was a noise dude who was pretty good. we left for atlanta after the show.
athens - tasty world was a cool looking place. somehow, we got on a show with peelander-z. we played first. i found a few cool places with records. i don't think anyone was there when we played. it sounded like shit. i remember that. an allegedly racist band called chop top played after us. javid from saddle creek was trying to convince everyone at the bar that he had torret's syndrome and i think he succeeded and almost got in a few fights. peelander-z is one of the worst bands i've ever heard. jim compared it to bill and ted's excellent adventure. i concurred. but peelander pink was cute. we stayed with a really nice friend of darren named jordan. we stayed up all night listening to javid talk nonsense in his drunken state. i found my new favorite record at a vintage store in the morning. the suburban lawns. it is a fukcing shredder.
augusta - sector 7G was a cool diy venue with a super sweet sound system. we played with an angle. i'm not sure how that happened. i went to the car and slept after we played because i felt like shit. we stayed with some really nice people who gave me pizza and airborne and lemonade. we watched die hard.
myrtle beach - the social looked like it would sound incredible. but i think the sound guy was probably the most incompetent sound guy i've ever dealt with. the city itself looked like it's a pretty happening beach town like daytona. except that there was absolutely nobody in the town and half of the stuff was closed. but the gay dolphin was open. scott smallin and about ten other people were at the show. it sounded so godawful that we decided after about five songs that we were going to cut it short and just quit. the sound person was a total douchis nimbus. TSITR took forty five minutes to set up. they were messing with the sound guy. we ate at omega pancake house with scott after the show. there are so many pancake houses and miniature golf places in myrtle beach, it's ridiculous. we all stayed with scott. he is one of the most awesome dudes ever. he's super nice and a super good photographer. scott, brian, jim, and i stayed up till almost four talking about all sorts of stuff. scott made us spaghetti in the morning. he bought soda for us, too. and we watched revenge of the nerds.
mt. pleasant - the village tavern. darren booked this venue on this day (thursday) because they have a good deal on chicken wings. they have other food, too. brian and i got quesadillas. we had to get to the venue early so darren could get the wings. we got there at five thirty. the show started at almost eleven. luckilly, they had a multicade machine with pacman, ms. pacman, pacman jr., donkey kong, donkey kong jr., frogger. so i spent lots of money trying to get the high score on ms. pacman. but the joystick was a little messed up. you really had to jam it around to make it work right. we played and there were some people there. it soudned really good. we got free soda all night, free food, and a good amount of money from the door. brian threw my broken keyboard stand on the roof there. jim duct taped it, but it fell over with my korg on it. so brian threw it on the roof. we stayed with scott again. scott and javid made burritos in the morning. we watched high school usa before leaving.
wilmington, NC - the soapbox was awesome. ms. pacman coctail, free internet for bands, lotr pinball and nice people. i wasn't having a very good night. i was just sort of depressed and pretty anxious for part of the night. just about my stupid self. i think the show went pretty well. we played well, i know that. and until the sound cut out for five minutes after we blew up the pa, it sounded good. after that it was a little quiet. we left at two thirty and drove straight home. we got home at eleven thirty, not nine thirty.
tour quotes:
"he hit me so hard i farted. and i snotted" - some guy who just got out of jail
"right now i'm on operation: load up the pussy" - some guy we were going to stay with in jacksonville, but didn't because he was on operation: load up the pussy
"vaginaise" - scott smallin
awesome today:
the suburban lawns record
not very awesome today:
crying while watching harold and maude
spending a whole day at home by myself
i still miss andrea
i'm being a fucking idiot
i smoked two packs of cigarettes yesterday
the fact that my not awesome list is longer than my awesome list | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | deathsentences of the polished and structurally weak | | Subject: | 2006.03.01 | | Time: | 06:21 am |
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| a couple of things in life suck right now:
creeper sutherland hasn't come home for days.
i smoke way too much.
we played with a band tonight that started their set by saying "god hates fags" and they were serious.
we played with a band last night that had way too much nice gear. i wanted to kill them and take it.
we've made 25 dollars total on our last two shows and spent 22 dollars on gas and tolls.
i think i'm going out of my head.
i can never say things i think i really ought to.
when i try i just squirm and twitch and stumble and stutter through what sounds perfect in my head but probably sounds more like a complete idiot or a small child trying to explain something he doesn't really understand himself.
i miss andrea.
a couple of other things in life are awesome:
andrea.
brian.
brian.
the show is the rainbow/yip-yip tour time.
driving.
smoking.
vault.
i really should go to bed. it's six thirty. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| FUCK!
i can't sleep. i'm having bad a anxiety thing right now. i want to start a thrash band. i want to have an avenue other than livejournal to try to get this shit out of my head. well, i don't. not right now.
here's what my head feels like right now:
i feel like i must be crazy. i mean there's got to be something wrong with me. it can't possibly be everyone else. sometimes i think that the only person who will ever understand me and want to be around me and fully appreciate me is brian. he's the only person who's been able to be around me for longer than a couple of years. i'm really not sure why because he thinks i'm an asshole or an idiot about forty percent of the time. and he's probably right thinking i'm an asshole and he's definitely right about me being an idiot. and my mom is pretty understanding. i mean she thinks i'm crazy but she listens to me and puts up with me. but she's also my mom, so she's sort of obligated. anyway, i feel like i'm really losing it right now but i'm still pretty happy about most things in my life. there's just this one problem right now. but i'm sure i'll feel better tomorrow if i can get to sleep and be up in three hours for work. we're meeting up with darren tomorrow evening in lakeland. that ought to be awesome. i'm going to try to have fun on tour without regard to what happened this evening. i should probably go to sleep but i can't. i can't stop moving. FUCK!
awesome things:
punk mixtape i made
sub woofer
sampoerna A mild menthols
"you're not happy unless you're fucking miserable" - my mom, patricia temple | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | post punk junk | | Subject: | 2006.02.23 | | Time: | 01:34 am |
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| hello internet,
there's this cat who came to the party on friday. he's siamese and really cute. he's a total spazz. anyway, this cat has been hanging out at our house and coming into our house every day. several times every day. i've been calling him creeper sutherland and i think that's going to be his name if he stays here. creeper is probably the best cat i've ever known. i think he's totally awesome. unfortunately, i think a couple of the roommates hate him because he probably has fleas and might have some other diseases. i'd probably take him to a veterinarian if i had car and money to spend on a veterinarian.
our internet has been pretty crummy lately. it stops working every day for several hours. the cable guy came on friday and thought he fixed it, but sunday, it did the same thing with the cable light blinking on the modem. so i called again and a different technician came on tuesday. it was working on tuesday when the guy came so he basically shrugged his shoulders and said that it was working so he couldn't fix it. i mean he literally did shrug his shoulders and told me to just call tech support next time this happens and they will help me fix it.
i've been sleeping with creeper and the giant banana for the last couple of days and it's really not helping. the banana is just leaking all over my bed and the cat keeps waking me up with his tongue.
the devo book i'm reading is good.
i downloaded about a hundred empeethrees from postpunkjunk.com. i deleted about half of them, but the ones i kept are pretty fucking incredible. especially suburban lawns and stickmen.
i've spent a lot of time hanging out in the garage by myself or with sara smoking cigarettes and moping or talking. i was doing pretty alright with the not smoking thing for a while, but friday, i bought a pack of cigarettes after 7pm and smoked them all before i went to bed. saturday, too. i've noticed that quitting smoking sounds easy when you're smoking a cigarette.
andrew mcneill came into walgreens the other day. tuesday. i haven't talked to him in a while, so it was really nice to
see him. that guy is a ruler.
brian and i are leaving on tuesday or wednesday, i think until the middle of march. i'm pretty excited about it. we're going to see places we haven't seen. some new tacks will be put in the map: miami, west palm beach, pensacola, birmingham AL, athens GA, augusta GA, myrtle beach SC, mount pleasant SC, wilmington NC, hot springs AR. also, we're playing with peelander-z and probably some other good bands but i'm not sure. oh yeah and we'll probably get to hang out with scott smallin in myrtle beach. that dude's pretty awesome and super nice. he's also the dude who drove us across manhattan to get the car back when it got towed. he's also the dude who took the pictures that are going to be on the back of 'in the reptile house'.
it's going to be our longest time away from home and work and other stuff and people in orlando that i like since the summer and honestly i'm a little nervous about what might happen. i don't know. i'm probably just being an idiot. i've been doing that a lot this week. being an idiot.
i really don't have anything else to talk about. i wish i did because i'm fucking bored and i'm really not tired at all.
here's a good quote from the archive:
"jason...it's a fine line between sane and crazy and you're straddling the mo' fucker" - Larnie White
these things are awesome today:
andrea
brian
stickmen
coffee
wacky wednesday
here's a multiplicity inspired picture for brian. i made it years ago but brian has been talking about multiplicity lately and making an album cover that's like multiplicity:
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| that party was pretty tame compared to what i thought it would be. nobody died or got hurt, the police never came and everyone seemed to t c of their own b. the house isn't even all that messy but i hope somebody helps me clean. like my roommates or the girl who threw the party. the only real problem was this crazy siamese cat that kept coming in the house and wouldn't get out. i was like fred flintstone. it was a really nice and pretty cat and i would have kept it if i wanted a cat. i probably spent most of the party in my room. i took a nap from twelve something to two something and then made some things for someone special.
brian locked himself in his room thursday night. he couldn't get out for about five minutes. it was pretty funny.
whats yr damage played with eight or nine bands wednesday night. it was their last orlando show. it was pretty good. honestly, i've seen better wyd shows. i've seen worse wyd shows though. i suppose that's the nature of whats yr damage. dynasty was good too.
the candy dinner video is done by j. isaac. it's pretty insane and i'm pretty happy about it.
andrea and i went thrift store shopping the other day. she must be good luck because i found some pretty great stuff:
switched-on bacharach LP (incredible), chubby checker - it's pony time LP, lenny dee - dee most! LP (incredible cover art), and a motivational record called applied imagination, some sweet shoes and a sweater.
my last day of work at walgreens before my two and a half weeks off is next friday. it's going to be awesome hanging out with darren again and touring again.
here are some awesome things today:
brian is awesome.
andrea is awesome.
athletico spizz 80 is awesome.
pineapple and pea pizza is awesome.
tarkus is awesome.
candy dinner video is awesome.
there are many more awesome things today. these are just the most awesome.
"no large girls in cream" - anonymous
"i hope that's not shit" - b. esser
this picture pretty much sums up how i feel right now with life:
i'm stinking tired i'm going to go sleep with the giant banana and pretend it's someone else.
brian's going to kill me for saying that. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | telephone argument in the next room | | Subject: | 2006.02.06 | | Time: | 05:14 pm |
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| hello internet.
life is still good. 2k6 is going to be a good year for me and not just because i have a girlfriend who's awesome. yip-yip is awesome. we have some new stuff in the works and although we are both getting pretty frustrated with this new song, i have faith that when it's done, it's going to be pretty sick and different. we are doing some nice and easy touring for the first part of the year and hopefully something more intense later on.
brian is probably the best person i've ever known on earth. almost every day i wish i could be more like him. i like me, but he's got a lot of goodness that i don't have. my friendship with brian is definetly the longest relationship i've ever had with anyone ever. and i think our friendship could last for the rest of my life if i'm smart.
i watched willard last night with andrea and trevs. it was pretty fucking incredible. about six months ago, i decided i wanted to see every crispin glover movie. after watching several in a month, i realized that he's almost always playing the same character. or maybe he's never actually playing a character. yeah, he's probably really that spazzy and creepy. anyway, i sort of wore out my crispin glover appetite a few months ago but willard got me excited again. i still want to see every movie of his except probably "what is it?". i'm just going to have to space them out better. brian says that i am like crispin glover. or that i will one day be like crispin glover. i don't think so but i guess i'm sort of spazzy and creepy.
the candy dinner video by isaac is going to be sickening. it's going to be on the album which will be out in june now. or maybe july. it's going to be pretty awesome. so anyway life is awesome. two k xix is awesome. andrea is awesome. i'm super happy dead meat. i'm starting to believe that she actually likes me. it's really weird but she seems happy and i'm happy and she pretty much summed it up nicely here: "we are both roadkill".
brian said these funny things about jerking off this week:
"hell no, a good jerker never gets caught" - b. esser
"jerking off is totally natural and organic" - b. esser | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| i have to leave for work in ten minutes. i'm really not looking forward to it because it's sort of rainingy. plus i'm super tired. i hope i can make it through today. yesterday was another amazing day. lots of fun stuff and things happened. if my life keeps going like this i think my head is going to explode by 2007.
a. squared for life
b. tonto tip
c. white Line fever | | comments: Leave a comment |
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| i haven't smoked a cigarette in over twenty four hours. i guess that's not very amazing, but it's a start. i feel pretty good about it. but i guess i try to quit smoking about once per year. it usually lasts a couple of months and then i have a bad day and buy some cigarettes and it all starts again. if i can just make sure not to have any bad days this year, i'll be okay. so far it looks like that might be possible.
i set a new personal best time for getting to work today. twenty one minutes. i seem to get to work a lot faster when i'm happy. and i was super happy this afternoon. i guess it sort of spilled over from last night into this afternoon. last night was pretty awesome. i gave myself a horrible haircut. jen and i rented seven movies for seven dollars. college park video rules. jen went out. i cleaned and listened to records and drank by myself. i think that's the only way i like to drink. or maybe with one other person. and watched half of three of the movies from college park video. none of the three were that interesting. then andrea came over at 3 and my night got amazing. i'm dead meat...really happy dead meat. i don't really feel like writing anymore. here are some other things:
"retards are strong as hell, man" - Jenny J Haines
"it saves you from having to buy rope when you want to hang yourself" - this kid clifford i work with when i was thinking aloud about neckties and how silly they are. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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funny words:
sniff the kiwi
the dangerous colors
excellent stingers
rare beast
very necessary | | comments: Leave a comment |
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